You sit staring at the sky, a blank screen, a beautiful scenery, etc. Beside the fact of where you are and what you are about to do, you may find yourself suddenly thinking about other things, faraway from today's worries. You probably think what will happen from now to say five or ten years from now. If you have made the right choices, have done the right things, met the right people, or have followed the right dream or the right advice. Suddenly, I was thinking about my future, about life a couple years from now, ten years from now, it struck me because I know I would be a senior, my last and final year of teenage life. It is scary enough to know that once school is over, my life would start again, a new beginning, a new chapter to my life. And if I may be too young to think about these things, I oppose to that thought, I say it's about time. I somehow pictured next year, will hang out with my friends or will I hang out with Medicine, Anatomy, and Science in the library. Will I actually have fun this year with friends, go to dances (for once in my life and just well have fun)? Will I think about having a crush or a boyfriend (or forget it all together)? Will I over think things and be weary like I was this year? Will I become so busy I forget the important things that matter in the end? Will I become a good president for my music student body and as well representing the musical arts and then the school? Will I be ready for all this?
So many burning questions which have led my mind wander and wonder about all of this. It's both thrilling and exciting. I know it will be one heck of a ride and I will try to set my goals straighten and live up to them and follow my own advice. For once I'd like to "wow" more people, to let people know I'm not just a silly, smart asian, I'm more capable of other things. It sounds like I'm full of myself but it's not true. I know last year was well different, but I hope next year will be much much better, God-willing. Perhaps I'll find more of myself as I did this last year. I'll take my chances and face my fears, for I know it'll help me to find myself and grow, without doubt. I know one thing, I'll live up to it next year and mold my future.
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